- I have no idea when my Concerto Competition is. The competition is basically where kids from my school compete - the winner gets to perform his/her piece. Some say it's after Feb break, some say it's before. I'm already really frustrated with the cello piece I'm playing (Shostakovich Cello Concerto I) because of the stinkin' chords. I guess I don't practice as much as some of my competitors (they practice 3 hours I hear! Me? Probably 45 minutes at most HAHA), but I just hate practicing. :\ I want the competition to be before February break so I can just get it out of my system. I'm not sure I even care about winning the competition anyway - I only pray that the winner is someone that actually deserves it. Oh well, I should practice THOSE CHORDS a bit more. Interestingly enough, the CHORDS are what's bothering me, not the fast passages! Hmm.
- Valentine's Day is fast approaching. I feel really moody, because I've never had a Valentine in my entire life. Sometimes, I feel really bad for myself. Sometimes, I feel like my friends (at least, the ones from school) are just drifting away from me. Forever alone. :'(
- There are some people I know that are so obsessed with the college that they enrolled at, and I want to punch them in the face. You haven't even spent one day there, calm down.
- My diet plan hasn't been working so well. Freaking Goldfish and their deliciousness.
- I can tell that my Public Policy teacher dislikes me. But that may not be so bad, seeing as she rarely likes anyone in the first place.
- All this college spam is annoying me. Can you believe it? I'm still getting emails from schools begging me to apply. No thanks, I was done with college applications over a month ago.
- I took a practice Multiple Choice exam for AP Lit, and...it was a lot harder than I remember the AP Lang exam to be. Like, it wasn't as hard as it could be, but it was still pretty darn hard. I really don't want to take another English AP, but I guess I must...
I know, I know, life could get worse - so actually, I'm not as bothered as I thought I would be. Now that I got this post written down, I feel slightly better about myself. I should be happy that life is going the way it is, because there are people that feel more upset than I do. I got into a college, I have a family that loves me and gives me meals, I do have friends that will be "Forever Alone" with me (haha), and one of my good friends (Elias) and I are *hopefully* planning a trip to NYC! He has an apartment there because he takes cello lessons down in the city. I'm trying to find people to join us (because sleeping in an apartment with a boy that you're not dating is really strange...my parents would never approve!), but I'm excited nonetheless. My mom was saying that I should go down to the city instead of attending Senior Ball (because ball really is not worth the RIDICULOUS PRICE). :D
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